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[…] But Ilie. There is nothing, then there is noMe . Idefine as what, if Ibelieve in no(-)thing andnoone? Clown. (I) Make everyone to laught, but myself. Iwant to forget myself. All the mistakes. All "could"s. All those times… Too afraid to do anything. nofriends, Just being there. But my fault. Iwanted ("no") help, - but "if you are friends with everyone, there is something wrong with you." Exquisite /sarcasm. Heh, guilt-trip. bymyself. What agift. Prolly thing that keeps me still going on, even when I do (rather) nothing. *Faust*ing around? IDK TBH how to end this overthinking,this post even. Bye then, Iguess, mleh. Feels bland; bad, maaan…

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Welcome(2). *** This is my new webpage. Imade it for my all links. Why? Because why not. (Who Iplay with, I am so lonely…) Well, it was my fault. Being such wet blanket, so indecisive , so "unrooted" to anything. Not believing in anything (and anybody, huh) brings, with freedom, the sense of belonging - to nothing. nosolid ground. Nothing. Just my self. [author] General: rants, yelling at clouds, talking to myself, humming annoyingly, getting mad random times, crying, self-pleasure, lying to myself, being unable to lie (Ilooooooooove that!!!) /s… (this section was too short, so few infos here) M/26, idgaf about nothing andnoone except when I do (injustice, when cranky, obsessed, hurt (when Icouldnt be…) - when someone "hit my nerve"…) Music: Random; see my YT or ***Playlists*** (personal playlists for others · in feeling to belong) Movies: what normies do (1/100 Iguess, not fan, culture felt off…) Television: -detto- ^ Books: classic authors, random books at home, whatever not boring, - but dont like self-help books (bland) - cant accept when somebody dont give me instructions like I am 5… (autism, or just lived like ReIAy. …) Heroes: people who didnt lost themselves in … themselves? or cults? or… being nodamn NPC, maaan…

TO BE MORE PRECISE: O mne Pohlavie Muž Odbor Umenie Povolanie grafik "/s", umelecká duša, "vyhľadávač :D" Umiestnenie svet, world, mundo, všade, everywhere; present day, present time Úvod https://myyolo1999.blogspot.com/p/ja.html --- My Webs Navs ::: https://myyolo1999.blogspot.com - blog --- https://www.blogger.com/profile/11907725439103585482 / - UserLink --- https://myyolo1999.blogspot.com/ - OC Blog --- https://sites.google.com/view/filozofia-blog-zloha/domov - Blog - Archive --- https://sites.google.com/view/filozofia-blog-zloha/kontakt : MiniMailz Záujmy fonty a typografia, literatúra, hudba, psychológia, zaujímavosti aneprebádané Obľúbené filmy Blast from the Past, Blade Runner 1 a 2, (Psia duša) Obľúbená hudba GD, SwuM, Cowboy bebop, (SCP), Vaporwave; vpodstate všetko okrem asi dubstepu anightcore, ztoho som vyrástol :D, Future funk; Eccojams, News at 11 ("cat"corp) … Obľúbené knihy Perks of being a Wallflower, Stopárov sprievodca galaxiou (séria), Orel létá vysoko (Robert B. Parker) (Implant/Vysoká hra - F. Paul Wilson), Emma (J. Austen), A.C.Clarke - Odyssey series, Klára a Slnko - Ishiguro

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Vitajte na mojom novom blogu. Keď je človek najšťastnejší, začne sa všetko kaziť, prI am zákonite. Ak je všetko hotové, ukáže sa tá najmenšia chyba amusíte robiť všetko odznova. Najlepšie na tom však je to načasovanie. Nazvané aj ako hrozné načasovanie. Človek nikdy nič úplne nedokončí. Avôbec, - Ranné Depresso už zasa tečie na hlavu. Studená sprcha vpodobe miniatúrnej chyby, ktorá nebyť tak byrokratického astriktného systému, vôbec nemusí existovať. Človek sa nikomu nezavďačí. Každý hľadá chyby ašanca na vlastné napravenie "brvna voku" prichádza vo chvílIvrcholu slávy. A je to zábava - pre niekoho iného. Parádna haluz. PrI am toto milujem! Čím viac mám vpaži, tým viac sa vskutočnostIstarám. Čím viac niekoho nenávidím, tým viac ho vskutočnostIobdivujem. Ačím viac plačem, vlastne dokazujem sám sebe, že žijem a nie som len šialeným Božím experimentom. Z najväčších chýb sa učíme, znajmenších skladáme dejiny. […]

A nie je to zlé. Je to trápne, zúfalé, beznádejné. Zúfalstvo formuje možnosť. Možnosť celkom racionálne vybiť prebytočnú psychickú energiu do rýdzo fyzickej, zvukovej podoby. Píšem, pretože nemám priateľov. Mám ich 300+ na FB, ale to nie je nič, pretože ak si vás nikto neváži (a hlavne, nemá z vás úžitok!), ste kničomu. Niekto, kto by vám vysvetlil chyby, čo robíte ausmerniť vás. Povedať, že všetko je fajn aže nič sa nezmení, pretože sa vás to netýka. Pretože sa vás týka všetko. Bremeno existencie. Rozumu. Hmotnej bytosti. Ale to nikto nepovie. Má každý strach. Sám zo samého seba azodpovednosti. Z duše, ktorá má túžbu biť sa za všetko, čo je nespravodlivé. Že nezávisí, čo spravíte, pretože všetko je predom dané. Bolo by to ľahšie, ale nič by sa nedialo. Nevybočili by sme z trasy anevznikali by dejiny. Hovorí sa, že dejiny píšu víťazi. Ale nad čím?! (Nie) Nad ľudským chtíčom, chamtivosťou, snahe po zmene, ktorá buduje ďalšiu zmenu, budujúcu spoločnosť. Nikto sa nič nepýta a nikto nič nepočuje. Svet je plný hluku a to je aj dobre - človek by sa zbláznil. Toľké ticho ahluk len vlastného vedomia. Smútok osamelej duše. Plačem atvárim sa, že od šťastia. Hnevám sa ahovorím opočasí. Kreslím amyslím osmrti - ľutujem ostatných apritom myslím na to, akú pamiatku tu po sebe zachovám. Chcem vidieť individualitu vostatných aspoločne sú všetci rovnakí. Cítim všetko atvárim sa, že ničomu nerozumiem. Nechcem byť smutný, ale ani hlúpy. Nie naivný, ale svetaznalý aschopný pochopiť všetkých, vedieť, čím prechádzajú abyť schopný byť nápomocný, alebo aspoň počúvať. Za jedno storočie sme vynašli viac vynálezov ako vcelej predošlej minulosti dokopy, no stále nevieme, čo chceme, kam ideme aprečo sme tu. Ľudia si navrávajú ,ako sú všetky generácie od seba odlišné, no sodstupom času apo pochopení súvislostí nám je jasné, že tak by sa zachovala väčšina vakejkoľvek dobe. Riešia blbosti, obrázky mačičiek, (💩) asvet mrie.

Who Just some n00b who was learn to attention-whore bylong exposure to Net and Media. As One Andy said, …Fame… (while it lasts). / Hates to Code, Does anyways. (LOL, as-if the HTML + CSS was Coding, anyways…) / - When 90% is done, Istart to hate it… Why Why the Hell Not. Igot bazilion Sites that Istarted to Hate near the end. Ijust make them ugly XD. Too complicated, too bloated, too long, too wild andunreadable, unwatchable, oof… What Web. The One you see, in front of you. Not much, but honest work. noJavaScript needed (yet). Been worse, this one is from the better. Just Plain and simple. (Once, please, One single time; Be Good!) Where In front of you(r own eyes). andeveryone else. See my other Sections for that. - Many done, many ugly, many too "much" of stuff to the brim… Simplicity Approach (Art of Web1.5) You see, Ihad many Pages before. andIjust couldn't Help Myself But make them long, bloated, full, and to Call it, Painful to glance (your eyes) at. / This one was inspired, therefore, by"The First Webpage". Ever; ever-ever. Back when (we were young /jk) Internet just came To Be - its humble Beginnings. So there is for That… No-More Long-Bloat! Simple and Clean (as in That Song, yeah…); and, Being cool (as in: noPain) to look at. Let's stay at That. / No-nonsense!

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Posts | just some meaningless ramble, to say
https://myyolo1999.blogspot.com/ | https://sites.google.com/view/filozofia-blog-zloha/domov | http://budatinskyhrad.wz.sk/ - maturitná práca | https://www.reddit.com/user/press_F13 | https://www.reddit.com/r/theydidthestory/ - 'a bol ztoho príbeh…' | https://twitter.com/jursa_s |

Music | Saved playlists and some of my own-made bangers
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"Texts" | Poems, texts, works (ig…)
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Misc. | Links and whatnot; random
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Galleries | Visual curracy. Usually just moodboards, not much of my own stuff ig…
imgur-posts (what was left - imgur implosion) | https://sk.pinterest.com/simonj21000/ | [tumblr - main] | [tumblr - hauntology y2k…] | [DeviantArt], button by https://keysklubhouse.com/collect/graphics/buttons | www.cosmos.so/userioioio/promised-future | www.are.na/s-j-…/zilleniwave | "POST-MODERNA aesth. - WIP (page) --- eponym. "utopistic nostalgias"… · Zillen. Lost Dreams &… - Pers. Aesth. Wiki
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Selected_Picks from me to web's visitors about "media" they should visit "first" before messing around and looking for themselves in "heaps".

list of pinterest boards i want to bring attention to (for starters… many ones from other sites i forgot, too…):
  • sk.pinterest.com/simonj21000/grafick%C3%BD-dizajngraphic-design/nostalgia-+-lost-futures/
  • sk.pinterest.com/simonj21000/tumblrisms/
  • sk.pinterest.com/simonj21000/odd-aesthetics/
  • (https://sk.pinterest.com/simonj21000/edgy-memes/)
  • https://www.cosmos.so/userioioio/promised-future (also above)
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Means - Different Content - Same (Lead…) Do it wrong, Not at all Or Do it right 10% - What you did 90% - W.Y.D. with this Situation… Question Everything… "there" Not "You", but your actions & reactions makes (you) "You" :/ - Not "You" (there) - just ~your~ reactions; No excuses, nor expectations… All your life, you collect people to/for your funeral; Also, you collect things to Define yourself with… ---Cicada 3301 Koan--- Loss ---Ccd--- :::You worry === You-Target::: ---There is nothing worse than to…--- Be (not) Afraid to do something and Then to Worry about Missed Opportunity :( )Happy to be Me, ig( NO mistakes, JUST "experimental phase" //If EveryBody [X], then would you (do it), too? NO MORE THINKING, THANKS! ~~~garden~~~ ***Shiawase noMonosashi*** [EN] /\always could be worse /s /\ · Nikdy (ešte) nebolo tak, ako ešte len bude ~Dont fear the Reaper~ /Look at me, What do You see, Am Ireal, Or Just adream… ^Sissy Snowflake [BEAT ME TO IT!] /It smy Life; and You are, Pardon, NO(T) my art director, ~ NOR any of roles **main** --- sorry, Not sorry./ Ak máš v ruke kladivo, všetko začne vyzerať ako klinec. „Bože, daj mi pokoj, asom prijal to, čo nemôžem zmeniť adaj mIodvahu zmeniť to, čo zmeniť môžem a mám a ešte mIdaj múdrosť spoznať ten rozdiel.“ — František z Assisi „Najväčšia chyba, ktorú môžete v živote urobiť, je stále mať strach, že nejakú urobíte.“ — Elbert Hubbard

#CowboyBebop | #MacPlus420ModernComp | #Funk #Jazz #JazzFussion #"SoUnique | " #CantBelieve-A-Thing* #WhatIsTruth #WhereIsTheEndOfThis #Evangelion | SongsAreMajestic #"BornToFeelForcedTo(?)Fight" #PopularThingsDontAllSuck | #MatterOfPrinciple #MatterOfPerspective #Mysticism #Bodyand soul #MaybeSoulMusic #AmbiguousMusicGenres #WhoI am #WhyAreWeThisWay #CanWeChange #TooSlowTooRandom #WhatYouWantVSWhatYouNeed #ChaoticMind #ComformainPainKeepinMeAndYouFeelAlive #FormsChangesPrinciplesStays #WhyShouldIDoThisToMyself #WantToChangeButIDKWhatAndHow #ILoveYourHateTowardsMe #IHaveItIDontWantWantItAnymore #RapAndJazzAndTrapAndWeirdCoversMixes #NostalgiaForNeverBeenRealities #GenresChaos #WhatIsThisInMyHead #MemeticHazard #WeLiveInBoringFutures #WouldntItBeNice… #NetVSRealityVSSocietyImage(s) #LostMyselfInAllSarcasm | #WhichOfTheseMe(s)IsTheOriginalIVeBeenBornWith? #NoRealityJustUI/UXObjects.con(s)c(epts):D*
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themes: duch, sloboda, človek, matéria, energia, bytie, dav, samota, písmo, svet, vesmír, stvorenie, všeličo; tags: 90s-kid control education ego gate-keeping Harari-objectivist late 10s music opinions philosophy phonies playlists pokračovanie post-9/11 post-cap post-truth postmodernism pov; questions rant rants thoughts II.ntro Lain + Evangelion + Steins;Gate + Key metal idol + GIST + Alita… *One wonders - do we create labels for ourselves andothers - just so we / - we save time bythis - are(nt) we…* *and religions - are just simplifications of our urge to understand- / yet, to - shorten - our views, to make - connections - save time too…* #So this dude HAL9000, heuretical, is only what we are too - but we / have morals - lest lost, we are too, on alone, like HAL, him…# Back in the days, it was "Going on web to escape reality.", then it / became "Going to reality to escape this net bs.". //The question, now, is - what it should be, NOW? · If both those spaces / are corrupted, what stays - your imagination? Dreams?// 🔗 #interests (:Záujmy) ~~Predicting everything is fine - lying to yourself, others too? · They / do it too anyways, why dont you? It feels bad Iknow, / - why dont THEY (/) feel bad, then!?…~~ - The thing is: DO YOU FEEL BAD BECAUSE YOU SHOULD, (/) OR BECAUSE YOU WERE LEARNT YOU SHOULD?!

These(is): Fist generation On-Line / Post-post-post-leftism 202X

You did this You are for fault. You was 12 or 60 and behave like fool, made diary out of internet so we all haven't to be punished for it (this), your moron behaviour, posting your mind, and "no filter"! Now we all suffer your stupidity, that you want to kill, hurt x y z politician or God godknows who…! I say, no filter - for everyone on eyes. Learn to post. Internet is a serious business, they said. I am not all for hazing people for posts online, so have some control/culture, please, and be from that love - think before rant. I haven't, and no one got me - for I wanted too much too fast… What a sad life, betterperson to be…

"WebDreams", or how to call *this* thing...

lgbtFuck I.C.E. - No Human Is IllegalNO THRONES, NO CROWNS, NO KINGSFree Palestinelgbt pridestop internet censorshipYou can't ban abortion, you can only ban safe abortionsNO ALLIGATOR ALCATRAZ

Theme: Rather things I hate:
Theme: TAKES (SORRY-NOTS)

- being lost in the world - unable to decide - i(ll)-liberal web socialitē who have to walk between egg-shells to not offend anyone (yes I am that type who want to be walked on in between…) - impractical philosophy guy who is afraid of people, conflicts andnon-sense politization - yet, all this I do… / Ilike to tease, treatise, poke society in seams like that one dude in antic did (Diogenes, - or the other one, Socrates/Thales…??) - I hate those types^, cookie-cutter video essayists who say how capitalism, world, humanity, good morals nadanada are all over - yet Iwatch them, it seems, Ilike to be pissed off! // You had true someone when you said, people make this to themselves, just to feel things, thrill… Iwon't admit it but Mark Mason "how to not DGAF " book got that right - since, brain is set to drama, danger, threat , not anymore present in our industrial society… - fear of any action being futile - nihilism - things, world making no sense , no impact - yet afraid of that impact - afraid of that… I can't never like anything, because I will succumb to its customs… Iwant change, but will hate it - add maybe this is why we long for golden days, that never were, -vaporwave… I don't want to get fucked over, bypromises andthis curse… Curse of nothing, anything being good enough for me (ah you, Mark/Fisher)… I will be on hook, andthen the rest will be took away from me, like politicians tend to do… > Slovak proverb: better to know than to have.

you see, shootings too, get normalized if it is "daily bread". […]

you see, shootings too, get normalized if it is "daily bread". when things became norm, it is hard to see world as what it was before. we didnt have washing machines, microwaves, stoves. years before, there were only sheds andno running water or central heating… like that

my mother is "boomer" who denies her problems ("its all good, love light laugh" bascially) father is prankster who would love to live in woods XD, but - there was shit happening - situations for life

Imight have as well. I dont know if it was just jokes, or attacks, at elementary. at high school, it was more of evryone on phone andhaving nothings on common, so Iwas rather alone, because Ifelt entitled to them XD

undesirable? yes, it seems as shit if everything is for profit. then, you are burden, but what gives. I hate it when Icant get job, but its not my fault if you cant fight it in the first place. it is just fucked up andIwill just wait til things go south, or until people at top will lose money/their positions to younger ones

I am dumb, idk what to do, Icant even decide what Iwant…

- I am anxious, question everything, am too dreamy andidealistic + romantic, moodswings over hi- andlo- expectations, nocommon ground with others (Imade this weird, quirky and stupid façade of Self …)
- Ialways, as kid, rather secluded myself from others, because idk, Imaybe thought "I am interesting", "special", "too cool for others". andeven if Iwanted, I am nowadays undecided as fuck, know too many things andnone of (those) I am specialist, - got nofriends (had, but it was just bunch of kids on block
- Igot notopic to say…)
-- went to nounI(undecided, hIexpectations, my ideal of "forever 2007" died in 2013 (globalization to blame?)) - parents has it good, but it was so-so, as due communism - yet then, Americans say past was "just different", you just "walked in, shook hand, got job"…


*about hi-expectations - it was only that Icould draw well and"remember" weird encyclopedia stuff [I am like, huh, dont every kid do that?] (it is hard to, but every kid draws, so it is messed up andthat idea made me "aftergifted", of sorts - with nogoal, just having surface knowledge andvocab on weird things)

Yes. Ididn't participate much in anything, meaning Idid the worst thing that Icould - never truly fail. This has me spoiled; if you understand.

I am curious! To me it was scary because Shinji, MC, has to decide ; which is, for me, in my situation, that Inever close any option, never decide… Nightmare, if you will. He, as me,was told what to do, andwhen he had to decide and do A thing in his life for himself, it is… As being betrayed.

yes
you know these 3AM thoughts?
so, kinda this… you got them, got the idea, but then, the first thought just stops you
- "if I do this, then everything else would have to be solved too", so you rather dont even start
also, when (related^) your mind tries to "lie", negotiate in the way *all bad things recap clip-show*
- you were learned into this way of thinking because of your experiences. you know this is *possibility*, yet, doing nothing is safer than doing anything maybe those eureka moments, enlightenments, only happen to people who hit the rock rock rock bottom; but idk, it is like, quite different level, kind, of "slap" - maybe it has to be related to more real world, to things that affect others
- that to "just mussing"… no idea here why is it (?) like that…

(redacted) Ihad it similar if not even worse it is so bad to "byaccident" ("skill issue", teachers not seeing who is victim and abuser) more likely than not, punish victims. when they dont fight back, it is bad. when they do - it is bad, too. tired of this shit.

totally, if "normies" did something worse than Iwould (Isometimes act weird and cant quite answer it why, then, later, or never) - like, make stupid reply, yell, get mad… I am thinking if Igot autism, mother said Iwas "tested" as kid, we "could know"… idk, heard stories of adults who just found out deep in 40s-50s… just lowkey scared Iwould lie myself into being autistic… or always was? noclue. like, if it is even possible to "lie" to those guys who do diagnosis (ever heard of Munchausen byproxy?) ~ idk the place, where or how those tests are done :/, Ijust want to know if I am just delusional, or if Iwas like this "from always"…

why is it not normalized(!) for those with disabilities to fight back!…

when normies act "goofypilled", it is romantized; when somebody does so of being "done with shit" (not mad; not mad *like that*), from trauma, from fighting back - it is *suddenly* something bad?(!)

/secretative data/ Ithought, for difference, than me andfew like-minded individuals/groups who were, as me, very low at that time (like 3 months or so, prior), attracted/made-to be covid "into" reality - talked about here in chat, learned about (chaos?) magick… would be interesting if that is doable, andeven, rather be used for better things…

/from chat; these are my thoughts… opinions… Imight be wrong; this is just how Isee it… dont get offended andif, then - epiphany?huh?/ Icant blame you for this, but people in general dont like complaining much, Iknow it firsthand, Icomplained way too much, that it started to annoy people (what agoofy mistake)

also, dont ask people on >redditcostanzayeahrightsmirk, they hold themselves on "high" standard (self-proclaimed, self-entitled geniuses, autists (whatever that means "in their book"), know-it-alls…) also, nosuch discussion is possible in "religion" media - whatever becomes fad, popular andhighly acclaimed, it loses all "magic" the time redditors (not all of them are bad, but in general, ~ every lie got some true and start somewhere (to be believable)) andfandoms (past 2013; things from here hits different) lose its niche status and becomes , mainly for "revival gems/all-time classics" - obsessions… (sorry if Icant explain this any better, or if Ilie - this is just what Iand maybe some other people think)

you are not going insane - it is just that… evangelion was "inaccesible", "lost" (wink wink) andwith Netflix, "all hell broke loose" - normies *suddenly* re-discovered "gem" , - or so those *first-watchers*, call it so andhold that, to ahigh status (if you are curious, there are some (such) tropes on Evangelion at TVTropes.org) … [my fav trope is Main/ItsPopularNowItSucks]

/will NOT explain further - just feel the feelz…/ Iunderstandit is hard to do so with autism. or when you are me and cant hardly lie about anything. Ifeel like kid, but Igot not that heart or balls to lie. it just feels *disgusting* to me, somewhat, it is weird. (could also be called naiive.)

it has to be hard to "make" reason when this is nothing that horrible to worry about. Iwould have noidea too, how to make lie (alternative story) on spot… people , andnormies, has done worse things. murders get glorified too :/

/*same^*/ but this can also mean , "sign" (or you colud lie yourself into (Ishould prolly at times like that)) that you have to prove them wrong. - not thru words, but acts. working harder, doing art, trying to set habits, declutter - like that (Ilie to myself now, but those things could work for others - I am too stubborn and*quirky* to change anything (andegoistic - something like Asuka, only that I am scaring of this coping mechanism of mine (or Igot none such trait andlie to myself Ihave; again)))

/opinion; ^#3/ just see that IP as "religion", "fad" - or even! - always in positive light! different view is always hard, but for society to improve (not saying politics or economics now), it is very needed. - we seem, as Western society, to run away from problems, meaning - they get never solved and are just carried further and futher, until similar problems cluster, accumulate together - if this all even make some sense.

Imeant, that they see "too much" into it. the anime being overhyped - those who seen it at original run,- contrary to those who seen it the first time only on Netflix, creating kind of "temple", circlejerk, place where … the people ever forget why they love(d) it, yet they repeat it again and again […]

/rant; all from -my- chats…/ *** Imeant, that they see "too much" into it. the anime being overhyped - those who seen it at original run, contrary to those who seen it the first time only on Netflix, creating kind of "temple", circlejerk, place where … the people ever forget why they love(d) it, yet they repeat it again and again (primary meaning being lost) - worse of it, some might be just affluenzed byall those people, claiming how "high standard" the anime is/was. ~ also, that they (again) see "too much" into it - with all the themes, visuals andtropes - being not that deep really ~ the final episodes were goal, THE message, amid "filibuster" providing as "helping hand s/support of story" stupid incel "I am so popular look" edgy (zoomer) "I dont get it" "and?" *lost in translation (*just saying) * kids… I am not blaming you. there is just saying about "if you need to tell more than three people (iirc), you want attention - nohelp" - idk how it goes with chatrooms tho… it is indeed strange. noone can read? or understand? [well, if we live in world *like this (post-truth 2020, trump-russia-gov_papers…)*, it really makes me (no) baffle at the state of society :/] It was just HideakIAnno's way to differentiate his anime from others. andthat with fandom - that is typical. Happened to me, yet, I don't like to lie or feel bad, hurting others. / I am just afraid that one day, Iwill have nochoice, nowill to longer hold it all in, - andgo berserk, or do some weird shit, just to be seen… Can't explain it, maybe Ijust want to meet with people, that are same as me, in that regards. Underdogs, abandoned, banished… It just makes me, at the same time, uncomformain if Iwould be seen by*normies*, my stupid brain assume they are all same, neoliberal "orange Emilys" who hate, yet support capitalistic exploitation bymegacorps… Icouldn't care less, if Ididn't hate my age bracket so much, in general. Igot nothing in common with them. If Iever would want to, it just makes me feel like copycat. Just liking something for sake of it, so fake… (Tiktok have been disastrous to human race… (*Fill in intro from Katsinski's manifesto*)) Ican't quite tell why Ifeel like this, if Iwant to, or Iwas just learned, made to, or just imagine myself being like this. If Iwant to be just weird for the sake of it, because Iwant to ?mean something special, for someone ~ is it just love?? Wait, maybe Ijust want to ?have sex… *Sorry for rant, I am just Confussed about my relationship with humanity and my generation. During 10th grade, one of the things that helped me cope was abook called The Catcher in the Rye byJ.D. Salinger. The main character of the book, Holden Caufield, felt like he was trapped in aworld of "phonies", people who just didn't give acare about anything, people who pretended to be someone else, people who tried to be other people. As Imyself felt like Iwas in asimilar predicament, given the fact that the adults of 10th grade were very neglectful. yes, Iread it too, on my own accord. we should, but we got notime on curriculum, so it was for me, just out of curiosity funnily, the MC talks like I do - maybe I just copy others and things I like, unconsciously, or my "dark side" does (that one that goes against my values, but in my own "interest" (w/o values/virtues involved)… I'm waiting for someone to love as well, as Iseek awife for myself to be the comfort of my eyes. Admittedly, Istruggle with lust, which is one of the reasons Iwish for awife, so I can make her feel good, as well as myself. yes. I too has problem, Ijust cant excuse myself wanting something out of selfishness, so Ihave to find "someone" to do it for… Iknow it is wrong, terrible and disgusting, but Ijust simply "dont matter that much"… Who are these "orange Emilys". What country are you from? it is hard to pinpoint, but mostly what Igot is (political compass memes) - (young) people who try to "fight" capitalistic malpractices with ever more capitalism (imho, makes nosense much); andthey self-identify themselves, because (idk) they feel good if they relate(?)… pic-rel meme: - https://images7.memedroid.com/images/UPLOADED997/5ff1d19d8145f.jpeg - https://lens.google.com/search?p=Acn1BYftK2hy7OFxfWzrXP8kc9JsIM6Ub
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oh, so it seems (TIL) those are meme generalizations of SJWs; idk on the last one tho… (maybe Iam???) /*rest redacted*/ dreams? Ihavent got those in years. since 2012/13 when "meanings andvalues shifted", it looks like Mark Fisher has truth andwe indeed live in world where future wont come, andwe will live forever *like this* (*broadly shows andthrows hand s around*) there are 8 billion people, so if it doesnt harm anyone (1st-hand), it should be ok; maybe if you showed it to some veterans (no jokes), they too would react similarly, or someone who might be hit byit (but not on >redditcostanzayeahrightsmirk much ;) ) it is weird, how you feel hit byit, almost, if not, feel the urge to change; yet, you seem (talking from my experience) to shrug it off as "Iwas made into this, who Iam, byaccidents, so Ihave nosay…" - you just cant argue, because, in fact, you know noother way around - you havent grow out of it; - to think "out of the box", differently, - you got noother reference or experience to grab to; so you stay the same - you would love to, if you (i/me) wasnt so stubborn, wannabe-ignorant, could see away out of this > is it as if Ipicked the wrong way andfound out too late, dont remember why you did this in the first place, andthen forgot which turn leads to beggining. maybe that is the feeling - when you want to "return to innocence"… - https://www.thetoptens.com/internet/worst-fandoms-groups-internet/ (9 - Weeboos) … (memes incoming)

*Cultural changes, normalization of indie, new - higher, standards…*

*** ME: 1960s: on my yearly salary Ibought 2 vehicles, atrailer, aboat and2 houses in just 10 years. | 2023: my salary is 10x greater than salary in the 60s andIcan barely make rent. Imight not even get to finish writing this sentence because my landlord is going to turn off my electrI > https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2ivp442RLS8list=TLPQMTMwNzIwMjMWY-54arCQ0Aindex=2 https://pbs.twimg.com/media/FrdqalJWAAAQS2v?format=jpgname=large /"confussed" take/ ME: id like NATO if it were like 50s andwouldnt try to numb-down everything to lowest common denom, like, … "to not hurt anybody", so we need to "westernize" the globe… ME: People cXTSJeMm_normal.jpg NATO@NATOWorking for peace, security freedom for one billion people. Official Twitter account of the North Atlantic Treaty Organization. #NATO #WeAreNATO… (ideas??) ME: John Berkeyjohnberkey.com John Berkey was anAmerican artist known for his space and science fiction themed works. Some of Berkey's best-known work includes much of the original poster art for the Star Wars trilogy, the poster for the 1976 remake of King Kong and also the "Old Elvis Stamp". Wikipedia ME: is this bs write-up? https://aesthetics .fandom.com/wiki/User_blog:Doom-gloom-city-pop/SANDBOX_II:_Memes:_test ME: cute cat https://cdn.discordapp.com/ attachme…22_6345032652270180_5012621974396716339_n.png ME: It was like Iwas Bateman (am.psycho), just doing what Ineeded andthat was it, Iwas like in trance. Ratherz or, closed in my bubble, little imaginative world where people are "gay space commies", if Ihave to call it retrospectively Saturday at 2:11 AM ME: Also, the premise of my problem is: Iwas never allowed to fail. Like, Icould, IF Ihad chance to do something that significant that it would ever be noticeablem Ijust was ignorant of my surroundings most of the time, most of my life ME: well, wo wouldnt love to be goofy, loved, have claws and be able to jump andhop around! Jul 7, 2023 ME: You will never be acat. You have nowhiskers, you have notail, you have nofur. You are ahomo sapien twisted byexcessive internet usage and autism into a crude mockery of nature's perfection - penguinblanket ( read (these 2) from down up) +2 ME: Iguess it is psyop to make society as fragile as possible. many narratives at once. see, they "got reasons", vs gov that is against that disruprtor. individualism vs collectivism, govs vs people who dont want govs or controls or snooping in their lives, or stupid laws around, byro shit and all that or just yt-essay-smart. like lot of peoople on net. like, emos hopped in, then got normalized few years after, and- that happens ME: Markov@MarkovMagnifico·20hthere's acommon type of online pseudo-intellectual whose entire repertoire of knowledge comes from youtube videos andyou can smell it on them immediately - could be me ME: there is noYou. because byWest, you are Your job, or bywhat you do, what you like, it is materialistic, value-driven. values with meanings that are not defined, or which change all the time, as the wind (pol) blows Jul 6, 2023

ME: yes. kids andpeople who got too much free time. always was case. it doesnt mean it all isnt valid, but harming yourself only to be part of group… Jul 6, 2023

ME: tell me more. like, Idream of gay-space-communism, but it is not real ME: we strive for marxism, but we know it is just theory, so we stick for what it is, andhope for meteor to kill us all? ME: I talked to Poe AI about bigotry andit knows nothing about 2021, but mentioned some black american shit happening in 2014, that started (INO?) BLM ME: The demise of the nation state | Globalisation | The Guardian After decades of globalisation, our political system has become obsolete – and spasms of resurgent nationalism are asign of its irreversible decline. byRana Dasgupta Jul 6, 2023

ME: who would have know that those buying bitcoin would not be cofee-drinking anarchists, but those at top, those who are the reason crypto exist… https://64.media.tumblr.com/6957212c1c3275937d2e998dee612e42/6e9b5a3363a4e84d-17 /s540x810/03a4e0059d13b19b3b5ec13f2b9b2717319e1d8c.jpg ME: https://lonerwolf.com/lying-to-yourself/ did it all.vhehehe. sad. Been there did that. Ifeel like robot. Iwanted to go batshit so many times. noidea what stops me every time. Fear,.knowledge that next revolution after success will become another norm? Maybe Ijust hate that idea. ME: Kinda opposite. Online, Itend to generalize andto be abrasive, mean, cynical, afraid of misunderstanding and angry (state of current web). IRL, I am sweet, nice, cute, innocent and almost doormat. Ican't say no. Got noheart to be selfish. Idk how to be society itself. nodouble taxes, nomoney into Sus projects but as direct as possible, schools being nostandardized but being ROIs as means produced bystudents/working class, no job gaps, terminating stupid job applying andneed for unIunless IRL needed Jul 6, 2023

ME: Instead of internet ending this class struggle, it just swapped coats. Low andhigh posh, arguing over who *started* **this**. Those up need those below. Those down, well few, will become top ones, believe it or not. That is the pain of success. andpower-trip. Jul 6, 2023

ME: So we know what is wrong. Then, what is stopping us is the force of habit. Myth we tell ourselves. No. Past wasn't glorious. If it was, we wouldn't have to suffer its "unfillment; broken promise; aborted plan" Jul 6, 2023

ME: Yeah, you saying all that makes me think of self-censoring, seeded-in bySociety. Generations, andgeneralizations, patting ourselves how we know, or how we know. and being content, with those half-lives, rather than to challenge ourselves, for that we may find truth, that all is terrifying… Jul 6, 2023

ME: It is weird how I"hate" people and society behind screen, and all that disappears when I am outside. Anxiety is gone. Iwonder. Why is it that, why at home I am anarchist who hate The system (all ills),but irl want to help everyone? God, it would be so easier if Iwas stupid reactionary. But I don't want to destroy what works. andthere is so much that don't. Jul 6, 2023

ME: Like, afraid of myself. I don't want to do anything of fear , consequences, fear of success, not knowing what to do if my dreams came through - then what? Will Ibe suicidal? Will I try to make new reality, where nothing stand s on solid ground - where all that matters is improvement? But then what. Do Iwant that or it is not my dream, just something Iwant so I can belong? Jul 6, 2023

ME: Too stupid-smart. False intelligence. Posh ego, but that don't boast - only that I do nothing, *superior* in my inaction, lying myself how smart I am, so I don't have to disrupt world. Jul 6, 2023

ME: There has been discussion about when dude burnt the Talented kids school. LCD being, those are psychos who will go thru dead. Iwonder what make me not be like that. I am exact opposite, emotional mess that can't do anything "to not hurt others". Iwonder. Maybe I lack inter-personal skills too, so Itry to greypill myself as evil, holding myself back on my own restrictions

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un-personalised (no targeted marketing) search engine | un-personalised (no targeted marketing) search engine no.2 | thru navigating, you'll be able to get to other iteresting srcs. / un-personalised (no targeted marketing) search engine no.2.5 | …and, other iteresting srcs. | · webrings collection (I am not in, it just looks dope) | · HTML online viewer | · refseek.com | RefSeek is aweb search engine for students and researchers that aims to make academic information easily accessible to everyone. RefSeek searches more than five billion documents, including web pages, books, encyclopedias, journals, andnewspapers. | · www.worldcat.org/ | Welcome to WorldCat.org · Get started with WorldCat.org. In about two minutes, you can learn how to make aWorldCat.org profile, create and add items to lists, export citations, anduse facets to narrow your search criteria. It’s aquick way to introduce yourself to the basics of searching the world’s largest collection of information about materials in libraries. | · link.springer.com | Providing researchers with access to millions of scientific documents from journals, books, series, protocols, reference works andproceedings. | · http://bioline.org.br/ | · repec.org | · science.gov | Science.gov is aweb portal and specialized search engine. Using federated search technology, Science.gov serves as agateway to United States government scientific andtechnical information and research. [Wikipedia] | Science.gov searches over 60 databases andover 2,200 scientific websites to provide users with access to more than 200 million pages of authoritative federal science information including research and development results.science.gov | Science.gov is aweb portal and specialized search engine. Using federated search technology, Science.gov serves as agateway to United States government scientific andtechnical information and research. [Wikipedia] | Science.gov searches over 60 databases andover 2,200 scientific websites to provide users with access to more than 200 million pages of authoritative federal science information including research and development results. | · oceanofpdf.com /niceee | image (info) | · Use startpage.com · Use searx.github.io/searx/ | · > eve's awesome link list > eve's awesome link list | (new!) *my friend was added in-here(?), so why not to share this with you!: it is very funny web that let you jump to random pages - andIwonder hiw this works XD (RisingThumb)*:

| cloudhiker.net/ | - Discover the most interesting, weird and awesome websites of the Internet | ; subsequently, then,: cloudhiker.net/explore | |


Resources

[C] - Attribs.

[0] - neonaut.neocities links stash

[1] - mini-search engine ::: [2] - mini-search engine #2 · [2.5] - mini-search engine(s) #2.5

[3] - webring author, xxiivv ::: (4) - xxiivv webrings (click on-in [3])

[5] - HTML online viewer

[6 - 12] - tumblr.com/callese/692…776

[13, 14,…] - mini-search engine(s ++) [rel. 2.5] /*all links above [[will prelink in future]]*/

[15] - https://smallweb.thecozy.cat/resources-archive/ - Website Building

[16] - https://www.pentacom.jp/pentacom/bitfontmaker2/ - Make bitmap fonts!


As apurveyor of weird/quirky internet things, there are few things Ilove more than coming across anew little tool to make fun things with.Here's a running list of some of my favorites that I've found! · original src: https://www.tumblr.com/emotionalmilkshake/682471208874295296

Games

Bitsy is a"little editor for little games or worlds" andone of my personal favorite tools on this list. agood first start if you want to make agame andhave never made one before. It's got apretty extensive wikIif you want to add audio, animations, etc.

Flickgame is just about as simple as it gets. You get 16 colors and16 slides, and clicking colors is how you get to different slides. Super easy andfun!

Flicksy is both of the above combined! Make more complicated sprites that lead between branching rooms. Full disclosure, I've never actually made something with this, but it's been on my radar for awhile.

Twine is almost too mainstream to put on this list, but it's agreat one to know about. It's atool for making those interactive fiction games where you click on the words to progress. So fun andhugely customizable.

Music

Beepbox is my current favorite way to create music. You get 16 measures and a pretty expansive set of preset instruments, with the option of making your own adjustments. The song is stored in the web address, so sharing is as simple as copy pasting the link! You can also export your music --(so that you can add it to your games) -- UPDATE: Turns out you can have more than 16 measures! Ijust can't read. That makes it more cool!

Art

Piskel is aneasy way to make pixel art sprites and animations. It's easy to use andyou can resize sprites too!

Websites

Neocities!!! Icannot recommend this one enough. Build your own websites from scratch! Revel in the vibes of the internet in the late 1990s - early 2000s! This does require some coding knowledge, but there are plenty of resources out there to help. Speaking as someone who had 0 coding skills before making my site, it's very easy to pick up.

Domino is another tool that I've never actually used but have always wanted to. It's "a tool for collaging fragmentary thoughts andideas without the friction of assembling them into linear writing", andis essentially abunch of boxes that connect to one another, sort of like amind map.

ProBoards is afree(!) forum creation website. You can even customize the layout with your Neocities coding knowledge!

Carrd is in noway underground, but as far as easy website tools come, it's one of the best, so it deserves to be here. Plus you can definitely make interesting andquirky things with it - this little game is one of my favorite carrds I've ever seen!

Please add any tools you love in the notes! I just adore finding things like this, and I'm sure there are some I've missed.
It's important for creativity to sometimes spend an afternoon making a weird song or website that you never would have normally. I hope this inspires you to create!

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cryptidize / Jul 16, 2023 Fuck It, Internet Guide Hey there! As social media becomes more and more inhospitible for the local user, I wanted to post some useful/fun links to just about anything Ican think of! Enjoy! [Also, if you'd like an invite to the P!rated Games discord, lmk! ^_^] I AM CURRENTLY STILL UPDATING THIS POST and I WILL REBLOG IT WHEN I ADD TO IT! Feel free to comment things I've missed, I'm sure there's way more than this came from! WEB CENTRIC
CURLIE: THE COLLECTOR OF URLs
(Curlie strives to be the largest human-edited directory of the Web. You can save sites and create your own minIwebring!) Internet Archive
(A collection of over 818 Billion websites, books, movies, music, and more. Hosts the Wayback Machine, which can be used to access amultitude of sites, given they were indexed in time.) Wiby
(Human submission search engine for older webrings, as well as ahow-to guide on how to develop your own search engine) Unicode Text Converter
(Easy way to make your text illegible to Google but be warned, it will make screen readers malfuction) Embed Responsively
(Easily convert links and embeds to work responsively within your site - perfect for neocities!) Generator Land
(Generate alist or prompt for just about anything!) GifCities
(Part of the Internet Archive, aspecial project done as part of the 20th anniversary in aneffort to save data from GeoCities. Find agif for just about anything!) Animated Images
(Another gif repository, though this one is easier to search andincludes small animations.) Gifs-Paradise
(Another gif repository. Iswear Icollect these. Searchable and categorized.) ASCIIArt Archive
(Database of ASCIIArt, also known as text art) Christopher Johnson's ASCIIArt Collection
(Another, arguably larger, ASCII Art database) MelonLand
(A web project andonline arts community that celebrates homepages, virtual worlds, the world-wide-web andthe digital lives that all netizins share, here at the dawn of the digital age. See their thoughts andthe WEB REVIVAL they're starting.)

Sadgrl Webrings
(Webrings brought to us bySadgrl.Online - 60+ different ones to be exact) and sadgrl Links (70+ links just like the ones in this post) Districts at Neocities
(Remember neighborhoods on Geocities? Imagine that but for Neocities!) Neocities Banners
(Banners from all across neocities. Blinkies, banners and more leading all over the web. Mostly 88x31, though there are bigger ones too. Technically counts as awebring.) Blinkies.cafe
(Site for blinkies where you can even make your own! Iget most of my blinkies here and off DeviantArt.) 88x31 Collection
(Possibly the largest collection I've seen for 88x31 buttons) 90's Cursor Effects
(Want afunky cursor for your blog or website? Wanna be able to realtime preview what cursors would look like? Come get some code!) The Malware Museum
(Interact with malware andviruses from the 80s and90s through emulation! nonasty virus interactions needed :D ) KNOWLEDGE BASES Library Genesis - LIBGEN (Scientific journals - dedicated to archiving every science journal andtheir articles in existence.) Information Mesh (A web platform celebrating the 30th anniversary of the World Wide Web that explores social, technical, cultural andlegal facts throughout different interactive timelines.) Web Design Museum (Over 2,000 sorted websites showing web design trends from '96 to '06.) The History of the Web (A twice monthly newsletter about web history, andthe incredible people that built it. Goes from 1989 to present.) Field Guide to Web Accessibility (Principles and applications to every day web scenarios in order to make the web amore friendly place!) CARI- Consumer Aesthetics Research Institute (an online community and collective association of researchers and designers dedicated to carrying on the important work of categorizing "consumer aesthetics" from the late midcentury, when work on the subject somewhat trailed off, through today.) The Eye (Archive consisting of 140TB of books, websites, games, software, or anything else you can really think of.) The Uncensored Library (A project from Reporters without Borders, where they use aloophole using Minecraft to distribute information.) National Gallery of Art Public Domain (The National Gallery of Art has anopen access policy for images of works of art in their permanent collection which the Gallery believes to be in the public domain. Images of these works are available for download free of charge for any use, whether commercial or non-commercial.) Library of Congress Public Domain (Features items from the Library's digital collections that are free to use and reuse. The Library believes that this content is either in the public domain, has noknown copyright, or has been cleared bythe copyright owner for public use.) Public Domain Review (an online journal andnot-for-profit project dedicated to the exploration of curious and compelling works from the history of art, literature, andideas.) New York Public Library Public Domain (Our digitized collections are available as machine-readable data: over one million records for you to search, crawl and compute.) Official articles from NASA (PubSpace is NASA's designated public access repository. It is acollection of NASA-funded scholarly publications within the STIRepository, aiming to increase access to federally funded research in accordance with NASA Public Access Policy.) Universal Hint System (Wanna get some vague help for anolder video game without getting spoiled? Check out these awesome hints!) Smithsonian Open Access (Download, share, and reuse millions of 2D and 3D digital items from their 21 museums, 9 research centers, libraries, archives, andthe National Zoo.) Instrucmains (Wanna know how to make just about anything? Check here!) QZAP Zine Archive (Archive of LGBT+ Zines, began in 2003 with zines dating back all the way to the 1970s. NSFW AT TIMES, BrowSE AT YOUR OWN RISK.) P!racy Masterpost (Tumblr-based masterpost of game piracy, last updated 2021. abit old but some of the stuff there is still good. If this link breaks, please contact me.) P!rated Games Megathread (masterpost created byr/P!ratedGames includes required components as well as anything else you need. NOTE: PLEASE HAVE SOME SORT OF PROTECTION WHEN NAVIGATING THIS SITE) Geocities Gallery (A website hosting aworking archive for many abandoned Geocities Sites.) Snipplr (Code Snippet repository. Great for coding issues.) GeoCities (Archived) (Great for searching ancient webrings for gifs andwebsite ideas. Not so great for downloads.) Freeware Guide (Archived) (The Freeware-Guide died sometime in 2021 [we think March] but it's still full of VERY valuable information. Links are broken pretty much all the way through, but the names of software as well as what they do can be useful in finding them elsewhere thru some google searching) Peelopaalu (Where Igot agood handful of these links - andTHERE'S MORE!!!) The Simple Site (More links to so much more cool stuff!) ART TOOLS Untitled - Paint (An in-browser version of classic Microsoft Paint!) KidPix (In-browser version of classic KidPix for the public domain!) Pixel Logic - aGuide to Pixel Art (Comprehensive guide to making cool art for $10 USD, updated semi-frequently andyou get all new versions for free) SAI- Bootlegged (A version of SAIwith amultitude of brushes andtextures pre-installed. Quite literally the only thing Iuse to draw aside from Clip Studio Paint.) Stripe Generator (Need some easy stripes for anart piece? Can't be bothered to try and space stripes evenly? This is for you!) Photopea (Free online photo editor supporting files for Adobe Photoshop, XCF, Sketch App, Adobe XD, and CorelDRAW, as well as many more!) blender (A FOREVER free andOpen Source software for 3D Modeling, full of tutorials and assets. Ifeel like most people don't know it's completely free to play with) Vertex Meadow (A web-browser tool that renders 2D images as explorable 3D terrain. With it you can create detailed andunusual 3D environments to explore using a2D paint-program-like interface.) OpenGameArt (Need art for your game but you're not anartist? Consider checking here first [or just hire areal artist looking for work on here!]) MUSIC TOOLS and DISCOVERY BandLab (Social music platform that enables creators to make music and share their creative process with musicians andfans. Completely free with anoption to set up stripe where you get 100% OF PROFITS. Available for apple/android/desktop) JummBox (Free online beat-maker with avery simple interface that runs on your browser) Mydora (Mydora is acontinuous streaming player that gives you adeep dive into the lost archives of Myspace Music, based on some recovered data called the Dragon Hoard, with some additional metadata (most notably the locations andgenres) from adifferent scan of Myspace conducted back in 2009. Contains 490,000+ songs, only afraction of what was wiped out.) Radiooooo (A place where people are able to play hit songs from the decade of their choosing from whatever country they wish.) WFMU (Independent freeform radio broadcasting. Currently ongoing.) Gnoosic (A sort-of music search engine that finds you songs/band s based off of your music taste.) Khinsider (3.1 TB worth of video game soundtracks) Radio.garden (Listen to thousand s of radio stations all around the world.) FUN STUFF FrogLand(The purpose of Froglandis to show that the Internet can indeed provide awealth of useful information and still be fun. Mainly, this site is dedicated to the many teachers out there who are finding new uses for the Internet as atool for educating youngsters. Hopefully, it will inspire some young minds to find new interest in herpetology, biology, andenvironmental issues…not to mention providing some inspiration for young future computer "wizzes"! nolonger active but still useful.) Windows 98 icon Viewer (Want clear jpgs of all the Windows 98 symbols andicons? They're all here!) GifyPet (Create your own embeded pet that people can play with andfeed when they visit your page! See my version HERE [only works on desktop tho]) Ultimate Mushroom (Like the idea of picking mushrooms in your area but noidea what to look for? Check out this info hub!) Gif Gallery (Another gif repositiory, only sorted bybeing numbered 1-100,000. Fun and silly, not so much useful unless you're looking for random gifs. Part of the MelonLandWebring) Interesting DOS Programs (A host of DOS programming, guides andlinks.) Internet Archive: MS-DOS Games (8,000 games right in your web browser! Your browser can play DOOM!) Tiled Backgrounds (Need some small jpegs for easy website bg tiling? Browse this collection sorted bycolor.) cOOl & EMO tEXt cOnVERTer xXX (Flashing warning. Wanna type like you're in the 2000s? Need afunny Green Day lyric as acaption? This is probably the best place for you.) 0x40 (Flashing Warning. Anime images synced with music. Fun for parties, lol) WebGL Fluid Simulation (In browser fluid simulator, great for art backgrounds and desktop wallpapers.) Flashpoint (The biggest collection of preserved Flash Games and Animations) NCase (Free games andopen source projects from Nicky [THESE ARE REALLY COOL and FUN, IHIGHLY RECOMMEND]) Your World of Text (A huge interactive text doc that anyone can add to anonymously.) Text To Speech (TTS in more than 30 languages andover 180 voices.) ASCIIArt Generator (Make ASCIIArt from any image.) Petit Tube (Random Youtube videos with less than 10 views) Noclip Website (Noclip around various video game maps in your browser!) Monster Mash (Create and animate some monsters in browser! You can also download their files.) ***More (original source) @ tumblr.com/cryptidize/723(-)0344(-)352(-)436(-)22400 .***


[15] - https://smallweb.thecozy.cat/resources-archive/ - Website Building

[16] - https://www.pentacom.jp/pentacom/bitfontmaker2/ - Make bitmap fonts!

[&&] - join.cult9.xyz/ - via "whitevhs.xyz/sitemap/ > CULT9 Webring" - Alt/Disi Tools


FRENZ (all)

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|/ hotlinking be damned (edited in future - do anyone know how to make sprites [big picture wall] to/from/of buttons???)

**website of _____Devastatia** | **Agora Road** | **Vaporweeb's Virtual Plaza Collection andOther Acts of Degeneracy** | website of sizeof(cat) | **/***purplehello98**/*** | Aral's Heart | NHK cafe | *†website of The web directory has been open since January 28, 2004...*† | **wiby (@surprise me!) - The Wiby search engine is building a web of pages as it was in the earlier days of the internet. In addition, Wiby helps vintage computers to continue browsing the web, as pages indexed are more suitable for their performance.** | **Velvet Blue** | Alix's Home | starbreaker.org button !=(nsfw) | ***bluedwarf Blue Dwarf - small-net social network. *** | website of itapun | website of wax pond | **website of insomniac** | ***website of _____*** | ***website of melankorin*** | **/*****/*** | */**website of _____*/** | */**/***website of _____*/**/*** | ** **archive web - loleah.neocities.org** ** |website of aubr/410 | *** lovely website of Aioi/Yuuko or Pocchi - 9-10do wii, anime-inspired *** | ** **/†pompom-purin button/web** **/† | regirock.net | alixxd | █ smokes:psychic newborn - unicodeangel.neocities.org web with cool designgoeshardgoeshard's imageboard.goat webdev w. many stuff (x2) · other board - Nether🇳🇱Chan /// █ sovereign web(.thecozy.cat) text-icon (should I add myself even if my web is about nothing?) · Webrings I'm not part of ||| █ few (RIP their webs) shared with Extras ~ Velvet Blue (:Other Websites)


Creatives

/// also look up youtuube (neocities) and Zero Point Fool (youtube), punp (NC), risingthumb, walrusIsland, noho/hobo, chitauri-luis, (not from "this" group/place but rootCanalYears music)… (other creatives, writers, musicians, programmers… will be added as I will recall)

Neocities Follow-ups

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Attributions

RESOURCES: @#Resources - w3schools.com/css/tryit.asp?filename=trycss3_flexbox_responsive (Responsive flexbox sandbox), - w3schools.com/css/css_rwd_templates.asp (Responsive Web Design - Templates), or - w3schools.com/css/tryit.asp?filename=trycss3_flexbox_website2 (Responsive website using flexbox sandbox) · https://stackoverflow.com/a/25030434 (stop *marquee* on :hover) · w3c/html/tim-cern-guys · risingthumb for details&summary html idea · voicedrew&nobo (punp) for webring · agora personal web support · & beat time: waffle&chatgpt · src: bg - internet (no idea) - inspo: arizona ice tea (honey/vaporwave) · tumblr for rscrs links (noted there) - fonts used (/*typefaces*/ @css) : personal fontstruct fonts (u/fontmakerono) - namely "4745; an-tiiques; monoh8"; "simplepixels" - https://www.pentacom.jp/pentacom/bitfontmaker2/gallery/?id=1351 ; Simple pixels by Theo; license : (Creative Commons Attribution) | I created a Japanese City Pop Radio. | You can stream Here : https://onlineradiobox.com/jp/boxjapancitypop/?cs=jp.boxjapancitypop&played=1 / or use my web player : https://boxradioplayer.vercel.app/citypop / direct stream URL : https://play.streamafrica.net/japancitypop | official website : https://boxradio.net / currently shuffling more than 70+ hours of music/ 99% of music played are in the Public Domain. | Thanks. --- Nightwave Plaza · powered by github.com/ biancarosa/ lastfm- last-played · //Buttons from purplehello98.nc.org, keysklubhouse.com (home) + ../collect/graphics/buttons, etc (srcs. @:hover)